Freitag, 30. September 2011

suddenly... music (and history lesson)

I cant get this melody out of my head

I just cant stop playing it over and over and over and over... again.

It is a long weekend  for me because Monday is a national holiday in Germany :D
It's called  "Tag der Deutschen Einheit". On that day, we celebrate the reunion of Germany  after the cold war. Actually the real reunion was 1990 at the 9th of November (day of the fall of the wall which seperated east germany and west germany) but there where other events that happend before on the 9th of November (Hitler-Ludendorff-coup 09. November1923 where Hitler tried to take over the controll of Germany through a revolt & Reichspogromnacht 07.-13. November 1938 where Nazis killed around 400 Jews, destroyed hundres of buildings and graves and imprisoned around 30.000 Jews). So in the end, it was decided that the 3. October should be a national holiday of germany.


sorry guys for that popup-thing. I didnt even know i allowed that and thanks to my popup blocker i never noticed myself. I think it is disabled now. If not i need a serious hint how to remove those popups.

Donnerstag, 29. September 2011

just a (simple) question

Hi everyone,

Let me ask you this:
Do you think you are smart, clever, talented and/or intelligent?
I've been told from a few former teachers I'm a very clever boy. I could be anything I want. Maybe that was a bad idea to tell me something like this. Through that, I always think that I know that I could do better if I wanted to but at that moment I'm was to lazy.
Every time when I ask myself this question, I think back when my teachers stood before me, handed me my test results over and told me I could do better and in the next test I did without any effort.
This showed me, that I have the "abillity" to learn without doing anything but just sitting there and listen. I never learned at home. I barely did my homework. I never knew when we where going to write a test. But in the end, I managed to get a good grade, or at least, not a bad grade.
This let me think Im clever...
But school is long ago. I didnt wrote tests for a long time. I didnt listen to teachers that explain new things to me for a long time. I didnt pratice any of the old stuff I learned once. Instead i played computer games or I've been just lazy and wasted my time.
How can I still say that Im intelligent, that I still have this "abillity" to learn anything I want, without any proof?

...I dont want to be stupid so Im just going to believe that im still as talented as in the past. For the well-being of my conscience.

(sorry for that, but sometimes I have the urge to write about things like this to get it out of my mind. Next time it will be something more.... stupid ^^ )

Montag, 26. September 2011

every week the same day

hi everyone,

so its monday.... again.
And i thought my time machine would work, so that this weekend would last forever.
Lets hope that this monday wont last forever due a construction mistake in my time machine :s

Only one way to find out.... lets wait and see.

Bye :D

Freitag, 23. September 2011

wohoooo~ LAN PARTEY :D

im off, gona do aaaall the work tomorrow... or on sunday.... yeah, on sunday.

Now im of to play the next 48 hours Leage of Legends, Counter Strike, Left 4 Dead and Command & Conquer III :D

See ya guys =)

Mittwoch, 21. September 2011

Anti-technic-skill: activated!

hi everyone,

Fuck, i broke my camera. Well, i think my camera broke itself but it is definitely not working anymore.
When i wanted to take a picture, the screen went black, it made a sound like it's shutting down but the objective didnt move back in.
Now i have a black screen, a zooooomed out objective and a camera that doesnt do anything no matter what i try.
Damn, now i have to get a new one....  :/

Dienstag, 20. September 2011

Motivation in all his glory

Every time I decide to do something, I end up thinking "just one more game" or "lets look at this site first" and then time flows away so i end up getting nothing done...
Maybe i should try reversed psychology on myself? Maybe i should think "you dont want to do that now, why dont you do something different?"

.... somehow I dont think that will work

Bye :D

Montag, 19. September 2011

i have to move out... NOW!

Hi everyone,

isnt it funny, that, when you need things the most, they wont work?
I wanted to play online games, make a project and needed some pictures for that, i wanted to look for some apartments etc...
but just when i thought "ok, now i feel motivated. Lets do this", my internet connection said "pew, right into your face" and went offline.

I think there is someone, somewhere out there, who holds my internet connection cable in his hands and he hates me...
Hopefully he had enough fun for now. Lets get back to work

Bye :/

Freitag, 16. September 2011

sleeping is sooo important

Hi everyone,

a lot of sleep is very usefull, you know?

While sleeping you produce more white blood corpuscles, that means your wounds heal faster.
While sleeping your brain repeats what you have done today and sorts usless information out.
While sleeping you dream up to 7 times in the night but you barely remember some of those because your brain thinks that this information is useless and sorts it out.
While sleeping you regenerate energy so you feel refreshed when you wake up.

When you force yourself to stay awake,  you have big problems to remember new learned things.
When you force yourself to stay awake, your eye-lids get heavy so your body forces you to close your eyes.Through that it gets dark so your brain thinks its night so it sends out some stuff that makes you feel even sleepier.
When you force yourself to stay awake, your body starts to ich. With that your body tells you, that he is no longer capable of recorgnizing if you really have to scratch that spot or not.

With that said, im going to sleep now

Bye :D

Mittwoch, 14. September 2011

sweet, sweet sleep =)

Hi everyone,

after sleeping for 13 hours, I overslept and came 4 hours late for work.... My own fault, i guess.

But now to something comepletely different.

Im going to move out of "hotel mother". Yes, i'm going to search for a apartment.
Any good tips on what i have to look or what i should ask before i sign a contract?

Bye :D

Montag, 12. September 2011

2 hours of sleep in the last 3 days

so... sleepy....
but have to.... play LoL and.... i need to... blog a little, too...


Sonntag, 11. September 2011

Im still alive

Hi everyone,

I know you missed me but like i said, i was on a holiday trip. I went to Hungary for 2 weeks and i have to say it was amazing.
Well, i couldnt understand one word, the money (Forint) made me rage a few times because you have the pocket full of this giant coins and bank notes but this is only a few dollar worth and i went there when almost all the shop had closed because i didnt go in main sesion.
But the weather was awesome, the beer was cold and the house me and my friends lived in was just perfect.
But believe me, I'll never ever go on a holiday trip by car again. 11 hours of driving is not cool. Next time im going to fly.

So.... im back, im refreshed, i got an assload full of work before me and got nothing to do. Perfect :)

See ya guys :D